Career day

I don’t understand why

 we're all

 expected

 to sell our time

 at a discount price

 so the 

asshole 

above us 

can drive a nice car

Tummy Rumbles

Ever wondered what my whole issue is?

Here it is, plain and simple.

You say you want us to be professional and I accept, I show up everyday on time, do my part and I leave. I have no problem with that.

What bothers me is the reason for our sudden change from unprofessionalism to professionalism.

It’s not that you had a burning desire to be professional from the very beginning.

It’s just that one day you weren’t the star of the show and you didn’t like it.

Welcome to my life.

But lets be honest who has the giant ego?

The one who is ok with doing the least or the one who was so not ok with it that he had to run to daddy just to get his way??

In Short

Fuck You

You spoiled little assdick.

I thank god that I grew up enough to see how childish you are.

BLue Artichokes

Uncertainty lingers

Like a moth eaten rug that sits precariously on a cold stone floor

Surrounded by the uncanny

assumption that

Life is

Nothing more than everything you wished it wouldn’t be

I am undermined by that thought

Somehow I feel as if my fate could be predetermined

If I had been blessed  with the foresight to realize

That not all prescriptions come equipped with the proper

Ingredients

Leaving me alone

To stare at the cold ceiling and

 wonder

what shade of grey the sky above

actually is

paper windows

Some say it was resurrected

on a cold summers day

others say it was found

on a field of thorns in a bed of roses

...

discombobulated drums speak foreign tongues

to an untrained ear

but a mastery of artificial understanding

leads us to the conclusion

that the purple clad 

are 

quite possibly

the purest

among us

...

A hand full of dirt 

and a face full of sweat

shoveling broken images into

a 

pool of

understatements

one billion and three

 Eye, facing 7 seven intel

watch brain become eggshell

until eye 

cant watch

 no more

Eye, aint really functioning

eggshell breaks all too easy

contradictions keep

defining

 me

Chesterfield

Sometimes we get lost in words

Magenta

Too

Fucking

Busy

To

Fucking

Think

I have three pairs of red shoes

And nothing else to live for

I have six raindrops In my water bottle

And aloe vera juice on the marble floor

I have checkerboards made of nylon

And a paper bag full of cinnabuns

Busy

Fucking

To

Think

Too

I

Am

Words that I dare not

Say

I

Am

Staring at this computer screen

When I should be staring at my eyelids

I

Am

Wasting every second in a lollipop gum drop haze

Trying to justify my lost integrity by remaining

Too

Busy

To

Fucking

Think

I

Once

Thought I was facing opportunity

While giving peace a chance

I

Once

Ate a spinach and mushroom burrito

Next to a short Spanish girl

Who drove through that small town

Like a turtle on the interstate

I

Once

Hit my head

On my best friends ceiling fan

Every.

Single ..

Day…

Too

Thinking

To

Fuck

Busy

I listen to stories out of speakers

While sucking dust into oblivion

I try each and every soap

When in

someone

elses

shower

I eat less, I work hard

But

 I’m too tired

to

write about it

Fuck

Thinking

To

Busy

Too

Fucking

Think